It's been an exhausting couple of days. I've been drinking way too much, and subsequently paying for it the following day. Last night was Tim's "birthday" (his real birthday is Tuesday). Chino's was Friday. Last night I just felt utterly exhausted and drained. For this reason it was one of those nights where I tend to just quietly sit there and watch and listen. Anyone who knows me well is familiar with these quiet moods. I'm a man of many moods.
I don't feel all that good lately in general actually. It's absolutely fucking killing me to live in this town. With the apparent inactivity of my band, I'm left with no purpose, no defining thing to live by. There is nothing but work in my life now. The trip was merely a quick suspension of normal activity but it's gone now.
I think once I get back on my feet financially, I'm going to start exploring options on how to remove myself from Ingersoll. I've often considered going to school for photography. More and more lately it seems like a good idea. I've always said if I figured out something I'd actually like to go to school for that I might do it.
If I don't do that then I just have to leave.
Today's musical recommendation:
Lydia
1 comment:
Drunkassssssssss.
Understanding how you feel buddy! I guess I didn't upgrade any better. Maybe by a little, but not much.
I'm thinking that you should go to photography school in Montreal. I'm thinking of moving out there sometime before the end of this year, depending on how things are gonna go here.
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